rejection

I was not accepted into the the MSW program at the U.  Yes, I cried.  Don't judge me.

I am a mess of emotions.
I feel like a failure... and I'm pissed off because they don't know how awesome I am.
I feel completely lost... and I am totally determined to pick a new plan, a BETTER plan, dang it!
I want to sleep for a week... and I want to run and run until it's all behind me.
All at the same time.